Post by seraphiime on Feb 15, 2015 14:08:41 GMT -5
So I was having a cozy night with my new lover. We sometimes relax together with some hash; he usually eats it and I smoke it. However, I decided to try some yummy chocolate hash yoghurt with him and it was a new batch. I have eaten it on multiple occasions before, however this time must have been the perfect dose to really send me flying. I felt as though I almost had an OOBE, like I could have if I wanted it to go that way, but wanted to stay alert. I went through a range of emotions - amazing and giggly, contemplating death, loving the universe... it seemed like for hours but was probably only about 15 minutes. I began to really start to worry about stomach problems I'd been having, which is when I also remembered my guy was sitting with me the entire time, I was so almost out of it I forgot he was there, too.
Now, I've had my suspicions that he was a magician of sorts, however we never openly spoke about anything (yet)... Anyawys - at that moment, he took his hands and made some gestures in front of my stomach all while I'm watching and taking it in "he's doing something... what's he- OH! He's magick!" and he jolted and then shook his head. I kept observing him but never verbally said anything. I just let my thoughts flow to different things and I was flooded with information, my head was spinning with so many thoughts at once... all the while he is sitting next to me reacting appropriately to each one. THEN I realize that he was hearing me! It was insane. I would think things and he would just nod or smile. It was such a thinning moment for me. Everything started to look different, deeper. A layer was peeled back from reality. Then I made the mistake of letting fear get to me - and thought of all of the terrible things I'd never want him to know (I have had a disgusting compulsive habit of picking my skin for as long back into my childhood as I can remember) which of course displayed it all out in the open for him. But he was understanding and held me.
It was really late at night and so he had to take me home.
I don't even actually remember if we spoke at all the rest of the night or just me thinking to him and exchanging kisses, but it was unlike anything I have ever imagined! We are going to sit down and talk about it all the next time we get together. Until then I'm just so excited for the world that has opened up for us to explore together!
I am curious to hear if anyone else has had similar or other mystical experiences with THC?
Now, I've had my suspicions that he was a magician of sorts, however we never openly spoke about anything (yet)... Anyawys - at that moment, he took his hands and made some gestures in front of my stomach all while I'm watching and taking it in "he's doing something... what's he- OH! He's magick!" and he jolted and then shook his head. I kept observing him but never verbally said anything. I just let my thoughts flow to different things and I was flooded with information, my head was spinning with so many thoughts at once... all the while he is sitting next to me reacting appropriately to each one. THEN I realize that he was hearing me! It was insane. I would think things and he would just nod or smile. It was such a thinning moment for me. Everything started to look different, deeper. A layer was peeled back from reality. Then I made the mistake of letting fear get to me - and thought of all of the terrible things I'd never want him to know (I have had a disgusting compulsive habit of picking my skin for as long back into my childhood as I can remember) which of course displayed it all out in the open for him. But he was understanding and held me.
It was really late at night and so he had to take me home.
I don't even actually remember if we spoke at all the rest of the night or just me thinking to him and exchanging kisses, but it was unlike anything I have ever imagined! We are going to sit down and talk about it all the next time we get together. Until then I'm just so excited for the world that has opened up for us to explore together!
I am curious to hear if anyone else has had similar or other mystical experiences with THC?
